survival

processing everything that’s happened over the years is hard. it hurts and it’s painful but it happened and I’m still here.

honestly, sometimes I don’t want to be. I want to disappear and I want everything to stop hurting but I have a daughter who needs me and as hard it is to admit, I do love life.

I am grieving, heartbroken, I am tired but I am strong. I can do this. I just need to take it day by day and be kind to myself.